There’s a good rhythm. A strong rhythm.
Straight lines.
Binary
One plus one doesn’t need to equal anything other than 2.
Alarms are good.
Clocks are good.
I learn from leaders I won’t follow. Using expressions they’ve told me not to use. Doing things they’ve told me not to do.
There’s a band who say all I’ve ever wanted. They make me smile.

Noise slows me down. Questions I’ve already answered. Why didn’t you listen 5 minutes ago when I answered the same question!?
I dont want it to upset me. But it does. It takes so long to get focused again.
Work comes in.
Is this really mine?
Clouds darken. I’m hungry. I’m getting distracted.
I’m upset that im distracted.

I should know better.

John joseph appears during a video. I think about the bad brains. I lighten up.

Sometimes it gets too close.

I sit and make new vows.

Personal ones.

Ones suggesting I won’t allow myself to be outworked, outskilled or outperformed.

I read.  I listen to punks finest. I feel better.

I go to bed upset at myself.
I wake up the same.
I’m meant to be getting ring ready. But I feel like I’m becoming the very thing I don’t want to be.

The world’s becoming fat lazy and irrelevant. I don’t want to be the same

A friend leaves; taking with him both counsel and knowledge.

Two teams have been created and ended during my time.  Today is not a time for reflection.  Blinkers up. Plough on.

There are friendly tears.  He carries a lot with him.

I find solace in bad packing and old bowie interviews.

Dinosaurs. Egotistical. Irrelevant.
Forced to listen.
Massive contradictions to earlier messages.
Joiners protecting themselves.
Is the emperor here? Its 2016, he cant really be wearing no clothes can he?
Hey kool thing. What you gonna do to protect me from male white corporate oppression?

There’s an email; 25 pages needs to become 8. By 9am. For a senior audience.
Stop the football.
Priorities.
Focus.
Choose your music carefully; Underworld. Contemporary.

How far can you take the English language?
Rushed conversation with an introvert. Positive reinforcement.
I’ll miss him