
Monthly Archives: March 2020
If only had time, I’d think of the perfect crime

It’s been eight years.
And I still have a wound.
The wound you gave me.
And as much as I’d love to be bigger, and better, and more mature, and more rounded, and more understanding, there’s a huge part of me that hopes your wound is bigger and more painful than mine.
I hate what you did.
And I hate what you left.
And I hate how you left me.
A corridor of screams

A high tide raises all ships

There was to be no late period mellowing

They treat us like animals here

People don’t care anymore

Sometimes I cant tell if you’re a zen master or a sociopath

I’m having to catch myself more and more.
I’m lucky there’s a side of me that spots trouble and shakes me away from it.
The trouble feels intoxicating with its irresistible pull and its promise of nothingness.
I like the moment I catch myself, but I’m not sure it’s worth the pain of the trouble.
We’re quite like our father, whether we choose to be or not

Truth is only here-say
